Horny guys shine under moonlight

They are strangers 

locked in a lovers embrace

I see a boy walk through the door

The crowd swallows him whole

Another body in an orgy of hormonal rage

He gets passed around like the blunt he carries

I remember when that used to be me

 

I’m anxious protecting my drink

in the corner, watching the night unfold

Another sip, I think

life only happens to me

A bit drunk and deranged

I looked at the floor into a puddle of vodka 

In it, I noticed your reflection approaching

I’m scared of your presence so I pretend not to notice

Staring into blank space is my mind’s withdrawal

Your hands and body caged me against the wall

You grabbed my chin and started kissing me

If you were anyone else, I’d ask you to leave

Your tongue down my throat

feels like home

but it tastes bitter, like heartbreak

Your lips meet my neck

I felt your teeth bite down

and I felt you sucking away at my dignity

I know I knew better

but you made me believe in forever

Horny guys shine under moonlight

and tonight

our glow blinded my insight